you're wearing red!

and_spoontrees @ 2007-11-18T16:09:00

2007-11-18T07:13:27Z

everything has changed so much it's insane. i thought i had my whole life mapped out, and that everything would go accordingly. but i don't know... the way things are going is... odd. in both good ways & bad.

and_spoontrees @ 2007-08-24T23:12:00

2007-08-24T14:15:59Z

oh my god.
i am so happy right now i can't even express it in words.
wow. everything is just so absolutely perfect right now.
i can't even believe it.

ps. to danielle, i'll get you my english address asap, i just have to find it. sorry ):

and_spoontrees @ 2007-08-14T15:52:00

2007-08-14T06:55:04Z

happy birthday danielle ♥♥

i know it isn't your birthday quite yet but i won't be able to get online tomorrow ):

ps. your birthday is on independence day in korea

and_spoontrees @ 2007-08-05T03:05:00

2007-08-04T18:23:58Z

i have insomnia again. ): i heard an airplane flying nearby today & it reminded me of how badly i want to travel. just going somewhere new would be awesome, not to mention riding in a plane. have i mentioned how much i fucking love airplanes?

1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button

Opening Credit: so goodbye - acacia band
Waking Up: across the universe - fiona apple
First Day At School: don't die in me - mirah
Fight Song: electric bear - the notwist
Breaking up song: BOB - outkast
Prom: paradise - the melody
Life: renegade master - wildchild
Mental Breakdown: in a beautiful place out in the country - boards of canada
Driving: heaven tonight - biuret
Flashback: four damaged lemons - blonde redhead
Getting back together: old plans - victory at sea
Wedding: get ur freak on - missy elliot
Birth of Child: world police - gybe
Final Battle: beware the friendly stranger - boards of canada
Death Scene: symphony no.9 - beethoven
Funeral Song: independence day - elliot smith
End Credits: roadside memorial - les savy fav

that makes no sense

ugh it's almost morning. i suck at life.

and_spoontrees @ 2007-03-24T23:33:00

2007-03-24T14:43:07Z

i think i've lost some weight but my arms have gotten fatter(?)
things are so... i can't think of one word to express stressful/exciting/hopeful/frustrating. i've gotten better at sleeping less while functioning normally.

i finally met a real genius. i was really disappointed though. he has so much potential yet he doesn't actually use it toward anything.

and_spoontrees @ 2007-02-12T21:46:00

2007-02-12T12:47:23Z

this goddamn cough won't go away! it's been six days now.

and_spoontrees @ 2007-02-11T03:34:00

2007-02-10T18:34:07Z

here i am, procrastinating yet again. i've been looking through some of my old entries, & they made me feel really sad for some reason. writing in korean all the time, & having to write well is resulting in my english writing getting worse. as in, way worse... my writing now just seems so cold & dry & dull. i wish i could have both, korean AND english. also if i'm going to be an interpreter(possibly), i'll definitely need both.

and a lot of my lovely livejournal friends have disappeared, which is mostly my fault, i haven't been able to keep up with all the journal changes & friends page and whatnot as much as i should have. it probably sounds stupid, but i suddenly feel like my little lj circle is broken. not just on lj, but in life in general, i am pretty much sucking at keeping in touch with people lately.

i guess it's just a matter of prioritizing. (& of course, friendships are the most important priorities of all) i don't know what's with me these days... maybe i'm just being all sappy because it's past three in the morning & i'm watching british football on television. & i'm just thinking about how your high school friends are supposedly the friends that will be with you for life, & i wonder if maybe i'll end up being the not-keeping-in-touch asshole. which would really be awful of me. but very possible. because i have discovered that sometimes being busy really can mean not having enough time for text-messaging & phone calls.

ok. so this is me contemplating on friendships at three in the morning.
& thank you to anyone who actually still reads this sorry excuse for a journal haha ♥

and_spoontrees @ 2007-02-10T01:41:00

2007-02-09T16:41:49Z

Are You:
1. a cuddler? only with people i feel close to
2. a morning person? noooo
3. are you a perfectionist? completely
5. religious?: no
6. in your pyjamas?: yes
7. left handed?: no

Last
1. friend you saw: nayoung & youkyung
2. phoned? jina
3. sent text: suna
4. message over myspace: don't have a myspace
5. instant messaged: cindy! ♥

Today:
1. wore: white coat, black skinnies, & my school shoes ):
2. today was: fun... and awkward
3. today is: yet another day of procrastination
4. got any plans: no

Favorite:
1. number: 37
2. colour: green
3. season: winter

Currently:
1. missing: highschool friends, and cindy & danielle, get online!
2. needing: to finish stuff...
3. wanting: sleep

q's and a's

q: What was the 1st thing you did this morning?
a: took a shower

q: Last thing you ate:
a: an orange

q: Do you have anything bothering you?
a: that thing that i should be doing

q: What's the last movie you saw?:
a: matilda

q: Where is the last place you went?
a: youkyung's art exhibit

q: Do you wish upon stars?
a: no

q: Are you a friendly person?:
a: i try

q: Where did you sleep last night?:
a: on my bed

q: What color shirt are you wearing?:
a: white, with a canadian maple leaf on it

q: Do you have more guy or girl friends?
a: girl

q: When was the last time you really cried?
a: last month

q: What was your last thought before you went to sleep last night?
a: i wish the neighbors would move out...

q: What are you about to do?
a: procrastinate, stay up late, be useless

q: If you could drink anything right this second, what would it be?
a: mountain dew

q: What's your job position called?
a: unemployed

q: What's your favorite month(s)?
a: december, january, all the cold months

q: what's your favorite bottled water?
a: i don't drink bottled water much

q: What were you doing at 9pm tonight?
a: looking around youkyung's exhibit

q: Do you prefer coffee or tea?
a: tea

q: Something red within 5 feet?
a: telephone, alarm clock

q: How much french do you know?
a: next to none ):

q: Ever crash a car, been in an accident?
a: sort of

q: Do you look good in yellow?
a: gah no.

q: Do you sing?
a: only when i'm around people who i know will love me despite my voice !

q: Ever sing in public?
a: nooo

q: Least favorite colour?
a: don't have one

q: Ever had dippin dots?
a: i ♥ them

q: How many driving tickets have you had?
a: zero

q: Do you own your own house?
a: no

q: At what age do you want to get married?
a: 30-33

q: Have you ever been married?
a: no

q: How many kids do you have/want?
a: one

First off, what's your name? sora

What were you doing 12 hours ago?: having lunch

What are you going to be doing in 12 hours from now?: uhh having lunch

What are you listening to at this very moment?: kinetic flow - 몽환의 숲

If you were attracted to the opposite gender that you are now, who do you think you would have a crush on?: sophie marceau!

If you could only eat 5 foods for the rest of your life, what would you choose?: ice cream, soba noodles, chicken salad, strawberries & pizza

What is the longest plane ride you have ever been on? And where to?: canada-korea, 18 hours i think

Let's settle this now: Cheese Nips or Cheez-Its?: what

Recommend a(n)...

Album: lift your skinny fists like antennas to heaven - godspeed you! black emperor

Band: gsy!be, biuret, blonde redhead, humming urban stereo

Song: biuret - 나느 외로움 그대는 그리움

Book: the unbearable lightness of being, laughable loves(both by kundera), crime and punishment(dostoevsky), & i love roald dahl

Admit it, have you ever watched a movie starring the Olsen Twins?: it takes two!

If you could be thrown into any TV show as a character, which show would it be?: idk

When is that last time you went to the mall?: a year ago maybe?

Do you have a BFF?: yes

NOW, what you are listening to?: jamie kennedy - circle circle dot dot

When is the last time that you had cake?: a few months ago

If you won the lotto today, what are ten things you would buy? i'd probably save most of it, & maybe buy a new wardrobe

What is the picture of in the frame closest to you?: a picture of me as a baby

When is the last time you babysat?: two years ago

How long is it until your birthday?: 2-3 months

Are you EXCITED?: nahh

What does your 5th received text message say?: "when are you going to be here?" except in korean

Who is your last missed call from?: jina

So, how's the weather?: clear, sort of warm

When is the last time you slept more then 10 hours?: last night

Do you have any vacation planned?: no

Were you actually sick the last time you called in sick to work/school?: yeahhh sort of

Did you watch the superbowl? If yes, what did you think of it?: n/a

Admit it, have you ever agreed to go on a date with someone for a free meal/movie/etc.?: ...no

Have you ever owned anything Hello Kitty or anything else from Sanrio?: yeah, actually a lot of stuff. & i don't even like hello kitty that much

Why the heck did you fill this survey out instead of doing something more productive, you bum?: i'm asking myself the exact same question ):

and_spoontrees @ 2006-11-19T19:27:00

2006-11-19T10:27:46Z

i love winter. i wish it would never end. i hate how the seasons are becoming two

and_spoontrees @ 2006-11-17T23:56:00

2006-11-17T14:56:54Z

ill-informed and ignorant.
?

and_spoontrees @ 2006-10-18T18:38:00

2006-10-18T09:42:20Z

today was stressful, hectic, unpleasant, annoying & exhausting.
i don't know what i'd do without my friends.
♥

and_spoontrees @ 2006-10-07T14:30:00

2006-10-07T14:33:26Z

실로 가벼운 관계의 무게
영원에서 순간으로
아낌없이 주는 나무에서 마몬으로

and_spoontrees @ 2006-09-12T01:03:00

2006-09-11T16:07:00Z

insomnia. i'm getting nervous. college is something you shouldn't have to fight for, & professors are people who shouldn't be handling dirty money. i am enjoying my new found hatred for college professors.

(a good sense of humor is what we all need)

and_spoontrees @ 2006-08-14T23:07:00

2006-08-14T14:35:40Z

man do i HATE hot weather. it's so hot out i can't get myself to do anything, really.

i had a dream last night that i was in a long line outside with some friends. someone had handed us out lottery tickets or something, and we were waiting to see if we had won. next to us were some convenience stores, & apparently some little kids had won and were bragging about it to the lady behind the counter. that's when she suddenly grabs the kid and stuffs him into a huge blender and turns the switch on. and in the store next to that a clerk was strangling a little girl to death. strangely enough i didn't feel as terrified by that as i should have. so the line proceeds into a building where there are people seated behind desks who look like bank tellers. i check my number & i've won! and all i'm thinking is 'thank god i didn't find out back there or i'd be in a blender just about now' & then i proceed into a whole different dream about horses(?) & then into yet another about some creepy dead lady who attacks me in an oriental medicine shop. any idea what this all means? maybe it's just the heat getting to me.

anyway, i'm just sitting here waiting for fall to arrive.

and_spoontrees @ 2006-07-25T18:28:00

2006-07-25T09:53:35Z

something amazing happened to me & i'm not ok with it.
i'm having trouble sleeping at night. sometimes when i'm lying in bed, i start thinking about something really insignificant, & before i know it i'm trying to organize it in my head in some strange way i can't explain.

&. within the past few months i've spent away from lj, i've pretty much unlearned how to speak english. thank god i can still spell. (sort of)

and_spoontrees @ 2006-07-07T13:15:00

2006-07-07T04:33:00Z

dealing with the consequences.

(6 days left. i'm almost there.)

and_spoontrees @ 2006-05-07T00:08:00

2006-05-06T15:22:37Z

movie recommendations please!
the more the better,

and_spoontrees @ 2006-05-04T18:55:00

2006-05-04T10:15:18Z

(i know it's late & i feel terrible but) Happy Birthday Cindy!! ♥♥ i send kisses & lots of love!

midterms are finally over, it's been an incredibly hectic month. thank you cindy & danielle for the birthday wishes! & thank you to all my friends who were sweet enough to get me gifts even amidst the exams. ♥

and_spoontrees @ 2006-03-25T20:58:00

2006-03-25T12:18:48Z

i saw this documentary on tv about the tibet independence movement. seeing tibet reminded me a lot of korea when it was under japanese rule. (or at least all the horrible things i've read about it anyway) i'm not usually so 'for the cause', but i really hope tibet achieves freedom soon.

and_spoontrees @ 2006-03-18T15:21:00

2006-03-18T06:38:43Z

i've just started reading 'kafka on the shore' by murakami haruki. i hate the cover design.

i wish i had something to say. like, 'a blimp crashed into my house.' or something.

and_spoontrees @ 2006-02-15T22:10:00

2006-02-15T13:28:28Z

happy late valentines ! ♥

other than that, things are ok. maybe a bit dull. i've been watching the news a lot lately. & there's this show on tv called project runway (which was probably broadcasted in the states ages ago, i imagine), which is pretty entertaining. i've never studied design in my life though, so i really have no idea how much of that show is 'real' and how much is bullshit. it's pretty fun though. haha i hardly ever update, and when i do i'm going on about some stupid tv show? just another look into my absolutely fabulous life. (not to sound bitter or anything!)

back for a bit

2006-01-25T08:24:06Z

yesterday i went out with lovely to the coffee bean & evan's records & terre de glace for double scoops of fruit ice cream. we discussed some serious matters and some not-so-serious matters as well. i should be cleaning the new house as we are moving next week, but i couldn't get out of bed this morning. tomorrow i have to head downtown to do something for school which will be put on my college application sometime soon, & then it will be gina's birthday, which means the movies & the beyond-amazing gift i got for her.

i have to read the alchemist for school, along with several other books. it is completely dull so far. i think i still like my journal.

ps. where are danielle & cindy?

and_spoontrees @ 2005-12-23T18:15:00

2005-12-23T09:26:17Z

this year was good, things look bright.
finals were ok,

i might delete this journal. idk,
i don't feel the need for it as much as before.

and_spoontrees @ 2005-11-25T00:11:00

2005-11-24T15:20:07Z

what the fuck am i doing online ?
there are not enough hours in a day, seriously.

and_spoontrees @ 2005-11-20T00:34:00

2005-11-19T15:45:06Z

수능 대박 !!
SKY로 ♥